I guess this is turning more into the five months of loving dangerously.
I'm sorry party people. I really am trying here. There is only so many hours in the day and so much energy I can muster.
I guess the truth is. I'm bored with loving dangerously. I'm bored with the same shit over and over and over.
I want someone to excite me. I want someone to distract me from this cycle I keep putting myself in. There has got to be more than just hooking up. I'm serious. It's time for me to put myself out there. It's time to try and make a go at it.
You may not hear from me for a bit. I have to write because I want to and feel like I have something to say. I promise I will. But I think if I proven to myself one thing, it's that I can put my thoughts down in a coherent and sometimes funny way. A way you all may find entertaining and even insightful.
I'm going to work now... work my life out... Wish me luck
